Sometimes change is just not possible.

In this week’s “The Bold And The Beautiful” Throwback Thursday Soaps.com takes readers back to the early 1990s when Shelia Carter took steps to try to be a better person…

Hope is currently reevaluating her personal life and the people in it. Years ago, Shelia Carter did something totally out of character and set out to become a better person for the man she loved, Eric Forrester. Shelia wreaked havoc in Genoa City years before arriving in Los Angeles and falling in love with Eric. Since no one knew of her sordid past Shelia planned to seek help for a better chance at a happier life.

Shelia started seeing a therapist named Jay Garvin and was encouraged to make peace with her past before moving forward with the future. She knew there was one person in particular she needed forgiveness from and went to Genoa City to apologize to Lauren Fenmore, a good friend of Eric’s. Shelia’s mother Molly warned her against confronting Lauren, who Shelia overheard trash-talking her. Knowing Lauren, who was married to Scott, would never forgive her willingly, Shelia took the easy road and resorted to blackmailing her enemy to stay quiet about their past.

Do you remember what Shelia used to keep Lauren quiet? Vote in our “B&B” poll below.