Quote Supercouplevilly: I always thought Billy had low self asteem. I guess that is one of the reasons I love these 2, I have low self esteem. I have a bad temper, and can'y get pregnant like Victoria.
've been there, doubting myself, not believing I could ever really compete with other women, since I lost my left leg when I was six. I used to believe that no man would ever want me enough to marry me and I was right. A self-fulfilling prophecy in action. Learning to believe in yourself and love yourself is a journey that we go on, one day at a time. The trick, I've found that works for me is to not let fear keep me from taking the next step. Except when it comes to men!!! I love them but don't trust them.
Okay, that's enough self-psychoanalysis for one day!
Well, thank you. The funny thing is, I am ok with me, and accept myself, and will never change. I am married, have been for 11 years now, (sometimes I think he takes me for granted) though I am ok by myself (and was for a long time), I prefer not to be. I am a strong independent person. My biggest thing, is, I just don't believe people actually like me. I guess because no one calls me, not even my family. upon graduating from high school, someone actually signed my year book with "Stay as you are, and you will go crazy" so nice. Also, I understand why women stay in an abusive relationship (I did for over a year), they just don't think they can do better. Luckily mine spent some time in jail, and I realized I didn't need him or any man, alone was better, than abused. I am good, even though my self esteem could be better, I am good with who I am, and that is what matters. All good.
Any way, I think I understand where Billy is coming from, and I just cannot throw the book at him. I know he loves Victoria very much he has proven it time and time again. Yes he screws up and hurts her, and I really wish they would let him dig into why that is, I think it would help Victoria to understand. I have gotten into his mind many times, and I really feel sorry for him......
VILLY MAGIC (BM AH)