Hello everyone! How are we all?
Oh boy I read about the Villy scenes from today's CDN and I honestly say that I can't bring myself to watch it. Whether it be on TV tomorrow (US Thursday) or YT, I just can't right now. I even had a hard time bringing myself just to watch Monday's, Tuesday's and Wednesday's episodes (US). *sighs* Heart breaking and sort of a little depressing to be honest but the performances from everyone has been fantastic. I hate these kind of stories, it really plays on your emotions and gets you thinking cause in reality, sadly little kids die everyday especially in an car accident. I still even have that awful image of Delia stooping down, all curled up like with her calling after Dash before she met her end. That will stay with me forever, no lie.
My heart breaks for Villy, in so many ways that I just want to hug them every time I see them in their pain for Delia and Vicki for Billy. How are they going to survive this? Will they survive this? I have no doubt that they will. You think that I would but I don't. It will be hard for them, this has got to be their toughest challenge yet and the funny thing is, I don't expect them to over come this so easily, I mean who would. They both loved Delia and yes Vicki is not her mother but she loved that kid like her own just like Billy loves Reed. By the way I find those people disgusting who says that Johnny should have been the one to die and that Connor should die, so that Chelsea will take back Johnny from Villy. I have said this before, does it matter who kid die or why wish for any of these little kids to die. I wish that they would do this thing where we get to see all of their parents hug their kid after they have heard about Delia's death, so that means I want to see Neil and Moses and Lane and their twins but that's never going to happen I am afraid.
If Villy are not able to get past this then I don't know what's there for their future. I did like what someone said on twitter, that Billy is always the one trying to be there for Vicki, so now the tables have been turn and now she has to fight for them but I am afraid that her fight is a little more challenging but she is not going anywhere. Billy is already pushing her away, mixed with anger and grife and self-loathing but Vicki is going to push back and not let him slip further into his own madness. Seriously he is like a mad raging bull, with no eyes, he is so blinded by anger that he isn't thinking straight right now. We have seen Billy angry before but not as a angry father. This is kind of why I fear that if Vicki is pregnant that she won't tell him, in fact I feel that on some level and even though Billy told her that Delia's death wasn't her fault, I think that in the back of her mind that she sort of feels like he blames her. Billy might have let her feel that way when he told her that the party would be his daughter's final breath. Trust me you are going to hear her bring up the ice-cream thing again.
As for the head writers interview, I won't read, read MAB's and JG's and it's always the same BS IMO. If they plan to fix Sharon, then here is the very first thing that they need to do, she doesn't need a man to fix her. Victor needs to be humanize, like every where, even how he speaks. Give us business story lines where we see it happening and not just hear about it. Stop bringing on new characters without any sense of real purpose for them. Also the most important thing, stop with all the doom and gloom and such foolishness like killing a kid for no reason. There that's all I wanna say.
Oh Chicken Hawk and Keeley, nice to hear from you both, was wondering where you two where but I know that life has caught up with you both and Chicken Hawk, glad that u are checking in even though you don't watch the show anymore, it's getting hard for me too especially now but I just can't stay away from Villy. Keeley how is your husband now?