UBBW Day 40!
Wow! 40 days, Veeples!
We are quite the vigilant sort, aren't we? 40 days!
You know, I was trying to put a positive spin on this long wait, and I'm not sure this is one, but, someone said to Victor, not too long ago, maybe Nikki, that every time Victor tries to destroy Villy, Villy winds up even stronger. Well, wouldn't it just twist the knife in Victor's back if, after all Victor's payoffs to all of the bookies, after paying a high priced divorce attorney, after calling Billy every cruel and demeaning name to his face and behind his back and in front of Johnny, that Villy would wind up expecting a baby.
And that's exactly what is going to happen. And not to spite Victor. Not at all. Villy's destiny is on course and it has nothing to do with Victor. All the more pity for Victor.
I try to remind myself every day to make a conscious choice to be happy. I don't always make it, but I try. In reel life too, I'm trying to choose happiness for Villy. Even the tiniest glimmer of hope. Like when Vicki was making a play date for Billy and Johnny, and she was leaning on the bar, kind of collapsing under Billy's gaze, smiling, her hand ever so close to Billy's. Or when Vicki hugged her brother in law Jack at the hospital.
Villy's happiness is on course. Be it ever so long a road.