Quote ErikaKayy: Am I wrong to say that all of my Villy optimism has been shot to hell?
In my head, I know I ship them & I always will but my heart can't anymore. I don't know what this regime is doing with them anymore & both characters have irked me to death and back again.
So. There it is.
I feel what I feel & I'll sit back, shut up & watch Billy just tighten his own noose. Because well, he's all about the poker life.
But I will say that Billy is an addict. I don't care whether he admits that or not, but he is one. I feel like someone is slowly push him to the edge before he falls off. I don't like that. It's just twisted. He really don't because as much as I hate Billy right now, he's in a dark place. A very place with the walls slowly closing in bit by bit. So, right now, Billy is a giant bundle of nerves, stress, some anger and some desperation which all amounts to being mentally claustrophobic. He needs help. Regardless of whether Victoria stays or files for divorce (because I'm being 100% realistic right now), Billy needs help & quick.
It bothered me when the show had Meggie shove Nikki off the wagon. And it's bothering now that Billy is being shoved to the edge of the gambling abyss. Honestly, I would rather Billy fall back off his own free will. THIS IS WHY I SPENT TWO WEEKS WRITING a character study. Because there is a whole bunch of foolishness they're having Billy engage in right now. It's not out of character -- but I'm confused & may have to pick Brent's brain about it on twitter just to get some understanding because I'm confused more than anything. I write character studies to sort out that confusion in my head but I can't this time. I don't know...
If I have to hear Victor say Billy Boy one more time, I will top Van Gogh & HACK OFF BOTH MY EARS.
Actually, I won't because you know what I mean. Anytime Victor calls Billy that, Billy gets to flat out address Victor as Snidely. Or, any other names in his vocabulary -- most of, knowing Billy's internal vocabulary is too dirty for daytime. Censorship sucks, doesn't it?
Wait. In Victor's warped world, Adam taking a bullet FOR ONE PERSON basically cancels out Billy putting his own life on the line and saving Old Fart's stupid ranch AND EVERYONE IN THE EFFING ROOM. Wow. I can't...even right now. I've cussed my quota for the day but I will say that I need for him to die. Like now.
...and Traci gave her daughter's heart to this man. Why? UGH. PIECE OF SH!T. I need Victor to just die. And I'm gonna need Victoria to nip his Billy Boy tomfoolery in the a$$. Fast.
You crack me up! Take it easy. Let's not forget who we are talking about. VIctor Newman had his own daughter arrested at her wedding. He likes to hire hookers to set people up. He faked Skye's murder to blame Adam, his son. Although he pretty much leaves Nick alone, but if he could do any of this to his own children, what won't he do to BIlly, whom he hates with a passion. BIlly was able to rise above that and save both of Victor's sons and his ranch. But, none of that matters to Victor and never will. Of course, if that were my father who insisted on disrespecting my husband to his face and to mine, I would set his a## straight in a minute!
That's just my two cents. But, just wait, I still believe that Villy will come out on top although it may be a painful trip to get there.