I was sorry to hear of the loss of your mother. A mother's love is a big loss, but, believe this, she is in a better place, healthy, talking to other members of your family. This I do believe. Since your mom was a big and long time fan, as I was, she had to enjoy the last episode. It gave some closure to our loss. I know this will be a difficult Christmas without your mother, I know the heartache you feel today. I miss my mom with a passion. She left us 4 years ago. Everytime I think of how much I miss her I cry. Please try to have a happy Christmas, and remember she is always with you and your family. She is home!!!